Toby writes from Tacloban, the capital of the Philippine province of Leyte, which was devastated by Typhoon Haiyan.
Off to the Philippines tomorrow for a couple of weeks – camping in Tacloban…
Situation in the Philippines after Haiyan really is nasty and getting worse. We did a chopper flyover of several of the main affected islands today. Aid is reaching only the main cities such as Tacloban. People in other areas have seen no one and been given nothing. We could not land or we would have been mobbed. Our pilot estimates it will be one month before civilian entry into those areas will be safe.
Overland travel to Leyte is very dangerous – many people are like zombies, and gangs of desperate people are blocking road and taking everything from travelers. Escaped prisoners are creating havoc – killing, robbing and raping.
The US is mounting the largest relief effort in history, not so much out of compassion, one suspects, as to raise the image of brand America in an area in which brand China has recently been gaining market share. As one US military commander recently told us: “The Pacific is ours!”
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Going into Tacloban today. This is not heroics, it is my job and my choice. I’ll probably be off the grid for a bit. Update when I can.
Living in a destroyed school in a small village in the mountains above Tacloban. We work and sleep in one room that becomes a pond when it rains, which is often. In the entire school, it is only one of two structures that still have any roof at all. We did manage to chopper in a tarp to cover the gaping hole at the front end, and soon we will know if we can put anything back on the floor.
All infrastructure is gone. There is no electricity, and hardly any food. The nearest real supplies are four hours’ drive away. We live on crackers, a little rice and instant coffee. There is chicken too, which so far I have managed to avoid.
In town most of the bodies are off the streets, but the destruction is horrific. It must have been a storm of unimaginable force – like a twister 50 kilometers wide. Wind gusting to 300 kilometers per hour….
I am glad that I did not see the scenes described by my colleagues – hundreds of corpses strewn everywhere. I get to film happier scenes: aid and relief have finally found their footing. Food and water are flowing to those in need. The spirit of the people impresses us all. They are gentle and happy, and smiles light their faces even in the midst of tragedy. International aid workers are beautifully organized, committed and compassionate: angels do walk the earth.
And yet there is a darker side. Escaped convicts and NPA soldiers roam the countryside. We have a number of reports of them breaking into houses looking for food, water and valuables, killing families and raping women and children.
Our village has set up a volunteer 24/7 security protocol, with manned checkpoints, and bells rung at 16 stations around the village every hour on the hour from dusk until dawn. The main “bell” is an old diving tank struck with a length of steel pipe just outside our window. We are not getting much sleep…
And yet I can’t help but feel our conditions grand compared to the woman we met tonight whose house has been reduced to scrap lumber. She is sleeping with her chickens in a henhouse with a mud floor, under a roof only a meter high. And yet it is an intact roof, something 90% of the dwellings here lack: many roofs have been blown off completely, while others are so damaged that they offer no shelter from the often-heavy tropical rains that pass through at least several times a day.
And yet these wonderful people smile and laugh and share freely what little they have, and I can’t help feeling that they are much richer than so many having thousands of times more in terms of material wealth.
Though the winds and water have destroyed much, they have also illuminated the spirit of these beautiful people.
Sorta haiku for today:
In a disaster
a name is not important
heart and hands suffice
– in Tacloban
There is much healing going on at least in Tacloban, but there are many areas in which no help has arrived. Getting there is the next major objective for the many aid agencies here, but many are extremely remote and spread across scores, even hundreds, of islands. Those we spoke to believe that the project of getting this area restored to a level where the aid agencies can exit will take 18-24 months.
Today is my last day in Tacloban. It is more than strange and slightly wondrous how quickly a new balance is achieved. Ho hum, just another day in the ruins…The brain adjusts. The mind adjusts.
On the road into town, everything seems cooly familiar–the bent and broken clumps of bamboo, the coconut palms blown over like matchsticks, the collapsed buildings, the mountains of muddy remnants of daily life, stretching across the thirty minute drive.
From that baseline the changes stand out. People are back on the road, in droves. Traffic has returned to its usual maddeningly congested state. The local market is open, stalls springing up amidst immense piles of dirty trash.
People return to life, but to a life still raw and bleeding, a life suddenly made narrow and frustrating and too tight, and they try to make their peace with that.
Yesterday we visited a cathedral which has become a refugee center. Children played around the altar, skipping rope and riding scooters in the aisles. They love to laugh and their smiles are illuminated, brightening the dark corners of the soaring building.
Joy will not be silenced in the young, but those with more years and more responsibility seem suspended in a vast limbo. And yet they do not brood. These people are poor in cargo but rich in faith, and one senses that it is in these still depths that they have dropped the anchor that will moor them through the coming weeks and months of tribulation.
In the city the winds exacted a terrible toll: steel structures are twisted into fantastic shapes; many concrete buildings are shells and sometimes only a shattered rampart still stands. Giant trees have toppled, their wide roots visible above the walls of the gardens that enclose them. Along most roads electric poles lean at crazy angles, preventing the passage of tall vehicles; on others every pole has fallen, leaving wires strewn down the street for hundreds of meters.
Near the water all is lost: entire blocks have been reduced to piles of unrecognizable wreckage. Corpses are still being pulled out of the debris. On one corner body bags lying in a puddle are being loaded onto a truck as we pass. That smell is everywhere. The bags are opened one by one to verify the contents before being transported to a mass grave. As I film, something vaguely familiar with legs is lifted and then gently replaced. Ten days in this humid heat is not kind to flesh.
People stand around silently watching and taking pictures. A block away, at the foot of a hill of twisted metal and broken timbers, a man takes a shower at a newly opened water distribution point, one of thirty thousand across the city. Happy youngsters squeal with delight as they frolic in the spray of the hoses, whose cascading droplets catch the sunlight and glitter like animate diamonds.
On the way to Palo Leyte we stop to film a scene of devastation. I move down the sidewalk for another angle. My young Filipino assistant Jake taps me on the shoulder. He simply says “look!” and points down. Lying in the gutter next to me is a corpse only half covered with a tarp. I nearly missed it. Discolored legs lie as still as bookends, toes pushing into the concrete roadway upon which a constant stream of traffic passes agonizingly close. People walk around my tripod without looking down. Jake smiles sheepishly and says, “I almost stepped on it.”
I haven’t shaved for awhile and my beard itches. The shower here is a bucket. My colleagues tell me that after three days sweating, one no longer stinks, but apparently my clothes haven’t heard the news. I’m lucky if I sleep three hours a night and I haven’t eaten this badly since I don’t want to remember when.
I am looking forward to the Shangri-La in Cebu. Hot water, cold drinks, a soft bed raised above the muddy floor, then on to Manila and off to Tokyo. But these days will have a permanent home in my heart, reminding me what it means to be human when all else fails. I’ve felt hearts rush to touch through hands, seen dignity in destruction, and quiet but strong faith burning brightly beneath the dark brambles of chaos.
In this worst of circumstances, and before too long, all will be well.
My sorta haiku of the day:
Look always for light,
even when all seems darkness.
Dawn breaks silently.
Here is a link to a Tacloban piece I couldn’t post before. In German. Just watch the pictures.
Handout photo by NOAA/AFP/Getty Images
Toby (aka, Santosh Toby – Toby Marshall) grew up in Los Angeles and studied theater at U. C. Berkeley and California State University Northridge. He toured Europe with the Living Theatre between 1975 and 1980. He came to Pune in 1980 where he took sannyas. On the Ranch we remember him well as a flute player for the celebrations and drive-bys. Today he is working as a TV cameraman and photographer in Asia, particularly in Japan. toby-marshall.com
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